3:00 AM

Last night I've waked up at 3 AM wondering what time is it ?

Where and who the hell am I ??

I felt so lost

Like a Desperate soul that couldn't find the way for the light !

And to be honest I still feel the same in till now

It's been a while since I felt that kind of emotions

But it came again in that night so strongly and I couldn't fight it

I felt so small and weak .. like there's no point of living

And what's behind us is equal for what's in front of us .

I felt like life won't get any better !

And sooner or later I'll lose the ability to sleep with relieve mind

But strangely

None of this have got me any closer ..

To life , or to Me !

So I decided to sleep as long as I can

But in till now .. I still think about that strong feeling that got into me ..

That huge desire for crying !!

But even though ..

 I couldn't cry !!